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another crazy life
Sunday, January 10, 2010
So much for wishing for a better year ahead. 2010 doesn't really seem that much different from 2009 for me. Maybe it's too early to say, but.... sigh. I don't know, I don't know, I don't know anything! I haven't been on good terms with *** & ***... Just so frustrated. I know I deserve it, but I just wish that *** would stop being that way with me. I feel as if I'm a doormat, and I shouldn't feel that way. I feel like those avril lavigne songs, you know? Goodness. You know, I actually want the days to speed by faster right now. I don't want to go through every second, every minute, every hour. I want to see my results, and I just want all that "cold war" to stop. I think I started it in the first place, and once again, my mind is a complete chaos.I don't know if it's really good being that way. But I don't want to pretend. Animosity is animosity. So what if my face is an open book? I can't take it any longer. I just wish my life could be more normal again, no more tears in the night, no more silly hopes and wishes.Just let the days go by quickly, please?
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