Have been feeling anything but happy. =/ I don't know why.. but what's there to be happy about? Hmm.. anw my a level results were.. maths: c, sociology: b, economics: d, chinese: a. I kind of expected the grades, but for all the wrong subjects.. Ah well.. just hope that I can get into NTU sociology course. =( It's the end of my world if I don't. =( Because I'm not the entrepreneur type, my science sucks, I'm also not the street smart kind of person.

It's not just the results..... some other stuff I can't say over here... also my health has been worsening. This sore throat of mine, then I keep coughing. Wah lew. I don't feel like a teenager. I see all the teens out there, they're all so hyper, so excitable, so in love with somebody, so overjoyed.. etc etc... I do have an exercise regime and stuff.. but other than that, I'd much rather be a couch potato or someone who pouts in bed all day long with music in her ears..

Don't know why I feel sad so easily these days. Hmm... okay.. let's change the subject before I start rambling..

My most fav music these days is Jay Chou's :P. Cuz he has many many sad songs.. Somehow I find that JJ's songs are happier. Hmm.. but in terms of personality, I prefer JJ's :D. But Jay Chou is definitely the taiwanese king of pop. And his songs are not just pop, they're really deep. So his songs are my most fav! As for english songs.. I like John Mayer's voice :D. Michael Buble is cool too, though I don't appreciate many of his songs.. Umm.. not much lately.. though I'm the kind who likes different types of music, I've been more of a blues person lately..

My health is bad. My studies are bad. And well... I haven't done anything good... I don't know what kind of person I am anymore. Maybe becoming more and more selfish? I guess. My pillow's getting wet every night. =*(

Sorry... so sorry. I just wanted to vent some stuff here. Not to get sympathy or anything. Don't comment about this post..

Sigh.. the world is so chaotic out there.. I'm so tired of seeing the news as well.

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