I feel so stupid now. I thought I'd finally found someone who really liked me for who I am. But that wasn't the case. It wasn't true love, but a really bad case of infatuation. He only
wanted *you know, you know*. It's like somebody splashed me with cold water. It's disgusting. The good thing is .. well I haven't lost anything. I just have to get over him and
move on.

The sad thing is .. I really liked this guy. But it turned out that his liking for me was something totally different from the way I liked him. Right now, I really have no mood
for music. They'd only remind me of him. Just need to be alone. For now, I really don't want to think of any guy. Just need to focus on my education and career.. Well, it's good that
I've finally woken up. At least, I know that he's not worth it.

This year really ain't good at all. Sighh. Nothing has been working out for me.

Well. Move on, move on, what else can I do? I'm not crying, just feel really disappointed that it turned out this way.

I'm gonna be okayyy.