I'm so terribly confused.. I always thought I could sense what people were thinking about and stuff.. but nahh.. this one guy ahh.. making me so confused.. everytime i think that he has given up, he hasn't... I cried really terribly yesterday cuz I thought that he wanted to dump me... it was the most painful night ever... and then I just saw his sms today.. he said I looked beautiful with my new hairstyle.. must be flattering laa.. what a sweet mouth he's got >.<... hmphhh..

Yeaah :D I cut my hair.. cuz it was so troublesome.. so difficult to manage.. like a bush that time.. now it's shoulder length and thinner..

OMG.. I'm so confused.. CONFUSION IS REALLY MY MIDDLE NAME.. so worried about my future.. i'm quite touched.. this teacher of mine has been really kind and sweet to me, trying his best to help me get into uni... ahh well.. what will be will be. I'm just so tired of thinking.. Just take it one step at a time.. I'd appealed to NTU that time, but I'm quite cynical.. ummm.. Just hoping... it's gonna be a long road ahead for me..

I guess my love life is kind of the highlight of this hectic year 2010.... But it's also one of those worrying stuff... aaaaaaarghh.. I don't know why I always have this mindset that people want to abandon me.. and that he wants to dump me... I really wish I knew how he really felt about me.. I'm quite sure it's infatuation (don't get me wrong, i don't mean i'm beautiful or sth -.-).. ... ...

Ah well... Don't think so much laah.. Shall just stay optimistic and stuff..