hmm.. i miss jakarta.. kinda got used to the lifestyle there.. though obviously singapore is more convenient and has more plus points.. but somehow.. its strange.. i've stayed in sg much longer. maybe its cuz of someone.. and love the music in jakarta.. haha.. oh my. umm. i'm planning to see if can pursue teaching at nie.. the training programme.. hmm.. its my only hope. (and the only route to jakarta :P).. hmm.

Ehh I wonder if he received my sms.. Why did he have to change his number to one that starts with 021.. its confusing.. i dialled +62021.. hopefully it got through.

umm.. nothing much. hmm dad's not getting any better.. the doctor said that cuz his brain cells had died due to impact of the second stroke.. so it'll probably take a long time for him to recover.. hmm.

this year really is horrible.. i just wish that i can get a chance to pursue teaching. it'll be an awesome opportunity.

I MISS THAT BAD GUYY :( he'd better fulfill his promise and wait for me.. omg. im afraid that if one day i go to jakarta and look for him, he won't be there.. like at his workplace. maybe he changed job or sth... =/

ah well. im not gonna worry that much. just do my best. the rest will be what it's meant to be!